Complicate.....

At this moment I really feel that when you have something wanna voice out but you cannot voice out in your facebook...in friendster...in MSN... here is another good place for me kick out someone ass....

Recently something too complicated comes across my life... I can say it is totally ruin my life, my family... almost everything... I need to suffer this every weekend... I hate this very very much... I rather being escape to UKM... Although I have lot of works to do in UKM... but I feel through working I can basically forget those burden which are not supposingly affects my life.... Thanks to my parents who are so strong to stand after being a long time such disastrous matter... really seen how great being parents. Wonder whether can I become someone like them so tough....Anyway... Don't want to mention about it... Once the right time come... then it is the time to reveal it...

all down

Today is totally a fuck....what happened to all the network in Malaysia.... CIMB network is down...DIGI network is down... apalah.....

Special ability (Immortal & Regenerable)

I was discussing this topic with couple of friends... They suggest that human should not be immortal...but I'm thinking if we are given a chance...why don't we choose to be immortal or regenerable...By having such ability, I can do what ever I like... I don't need to give any damn to anyone... what I may need is just maybe 100 years of commitment and responsibility to my parents, my spouse, and my child... I don't care about my my grandson cos that's no longer my responsibility... Therefore, I can finally throw away all the burdens and start travelling around experience what people has no even a single opportunity....I want to travel around the world... Nobody knows who am I and I'm will not get old...My body will remains and stays at age of 24...People may ask....where you get all the money...I can work....any works....I'm willing to try since I have infinity of time....Try to rob a bank as well... Since I won't dead and regenerable....so what ??? shoot me with M16 I also wont't die... Hahaha... and I'm happy cos I'll be awarded into a tiny cell in Fox River if I robbed in America... I can have so many that people cannot have.... I can gain damn fucking more experiences and knowledges that people don't have...Study la phD, bla bla bla....get a Professor title or what la in any field...even is multifield...because I have so many times.... I willing to travel to the space since I'll will not die.... Just send me there... Or send me to the earth core.... probably I can figure out what actually inside the core....So many things I can be done and I want to do it...

Let's pray for me !!! I'll be Immortal !!!

boring schedule...

I really can't stand on such rubbish kind way of life...everyday is just like waiting..but dunno what i waiting for...perhaps waiting for the master offer letter to come...It's already been one week that i got to know i had successfully got a placement...Is it need such a long time to prepare a letter and send it to me ??? what ever la...what i can do now is just waiting...

how rubbish am i ??

10.00 am : wake up
10.05 am : struggling to wake up
10.10 am : fall sleep again...
10.30 am : shit...what time liao i still on bed...finally decided to crawl out from bed to clean up..
10.45 am : sit in front computer checking INBOX with no email...
11.00 am : breakfast time
11.30 am : again...sit in front computer surfing net..so bore...
12.06 am : father come back and must makan lunch..so i makan lo....
12.30 am : play NFS underground...
1.00 pm : feel bore and go to bed again...read few pages of shin chan and sleep...
4.00 pm : wasted so many time...wake up and go see computer..i really dunno what can i do..
6.00 pm : also nothing to do...maybe sleeping or looking at bored computer....
7.00 pm : makan dinner...
7.30 pm : again...look at computer dunno for what...
8.00 pm : go in air cond room use laptop..listen songs..and again look at my laptop...
9.30 pm : time finally come...waiting friends fetch me go yum cha...
10.00 pm : yumcha lo...
12.00 pm : balik rumah and online again...
2.00 am : time to sleep.......

do u have such a boring life as me...suggest me to do something please... I'm almost dying...

money money money....

Everyone has a dream....what's your ??? I not sure everyone has a same dream...but i know everyone tend to be rich... as we know...we cannot live without money....as I always say money is "magnum"........ I myself like money too much....It can make my life simply better...

What will I do if I'm rich suddenly ???

1. I can pay all damn ptptn loan....
2. I can own a house which cost half a million (that's enough for me)
3. I can own a nice car such as Audi, BMW M6, Nissan 350z, Hummer, Lambo if I can.....
4. Get married.......
5. Give parents a better life....
6. Chill out with friends a high classy places.....
7. Go travel as I like...
8. Terminate my studies......
9. ............... There are too much...........

I'm lost again in this world.......................sigh......

Bodoh !!!!

This is already the end of final year...final semester...everything supposed to be done...but still....there is still left my viva....kinda afraid of my viva, cos afraid of correction...afraid have to do extra experiments....i already tired of undergrad life....please let me go......

Talking about design project...i wondered why some group can just ignored it and submit especially chem students.....WTF...... why always bio ppl kena one....unfair.... unfair....now we have to do correction even during the holidays....so...after the correction...they probably will announced who is the winner of FYDP....so after tat the winner have to spend another 2 weeks in UKM to make the project perfect....betul betul bazir our time and money....KAN !!!

About jab night....till when they will learned to respect others ??? sampai bila baru nak respect ??? I'm really feel that they shouldn't did it like this.... what if people doing back the same thing to you ???

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T SERVE BEEF WHEN YOU GUESS LIST HAD INDIAN (and also not all chinese can take beef)....what if i serve something non-halal to you ??? what do you think ???

People not speaking out doesn't mean they don't mind... they just don't want to be troublesome.... and they forgive your foolishness... People respect you all the time...but you never....never !!!!!!!!! LEARN La MANKO !!!!!!!!

TIME PLEASE ROLL FASTER AND FASTER !!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait to finish this semester d......please....time go faster....i hate doing so many things......
Just another week...then i'll finish exam.....and waiting for project presentation and thesis viva....

TIME PLEASE ROLL FASTER AND FASTER !!!!!!!!!!

i want go holiday....i wan go PD, i wan go bukit tabur, and i wan go gunung stong..........they are waiting for me liao........

I want feel it all over again......

Really enjoyed night time...especially whenever had chance to chill out with old gang.....I realized ppl really grown up....have their own dreams and fight towards their dreams.... Have dream ??? Go For It !!! It used to be my style.... but soon... not in future... kinda lots of burden and responsibilities comes to you once people grown up...

Next week is the last week of my studies... I'll completed my 4th Engineering Course by next week...damn fast...really miss the moment and i still can re-call what's happening during the first day of my university.... Want to feel it all over again...

I want feel it all over again......

Addicted..

Currently i'm addicted to many things....

1. Facebook...i think i should set facebook as my homepage...so everytime i can straight away login without typing address...
2. Swimming...I need this to keep me alive...
3. Green tea.....I don't have this on weekend...my life is very suffer....
4. Milo kosong kurang ice.... I need this on weekdays breakfast and lunch...
5. Red Alert II.....although this is a very very old game...but i really like it....
6. Hong Kong Comic Books.....these all colourful books which are expensive...but i'm lucky enough to have chance to read it for free....hehehe...

张惠妹 真实

你说的话 在我心中生了根 爱得很深 所以心会疼

记忆 在我的心中翻滚 是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍 我能感觉 另外一个人

我等 等笑容换成泪痕 爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

太多疑问 知道答案又如何

原来容忍不需要天份 只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实 爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次 一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实 爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私 拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开 也看不见未来

难道这种不完美 才是爱情真实的样子

nice country

This is a nice country....everything is good...except

1. Some shity politician always playing some tricks...


2. Police always rasuah...(because no rasuah they can't survive with their high debts)


3. Racist....if your skin colour is different then you're out in everything...always prior to the skin colour...We always heard about white bully dark....but this time...our country is ruled by the dark...That's why the white are bullied...


4. Religionist...if you are different religion....sorry...you are also out in everything....Religion comes first in no matter what case....Everything will be judged by the God law... And in this hold country, you cannot have something or eat something or drink something that is not recognized by certain group...They like to spend most of their in spreading their religion rather than doing something more serious which contribute to the human race... They even formed some special organization to watch after their followers and make sure they obey the law set by God... Please Please la... do something which is contributed to us...not suck the money from us and use on the wrong side...Please do not developing your religion instead of developing the country....and please do not take our money if u think we are haram....


5. Double standard....Kawan sendiri apa pun boleh bincang...enemy...sorry.... people usually say justice above all.. but in this country will be UXXX above all... they ruled everything from telecomunication to business, politics to

"down" syndrome

Recently when I want to start something....then I'll automatically become very very initiative...very busy looking for this looking for that and make sure is correct and right... but this is just for the beginning...once reaches the half way....then I feel lazy and no mood to do at all...Really hate this kind of bad syndrome...So, i wish i could settle up everything before i cold down....

Today I went for demo session, really feel lazy to guide those students anymore....feel like quiting and i supposed have more time on my work and for my personal thing...feel sigh...cos i have to waste every single minute and time on something which is not my scope....of course this is compensate by money...I'm still ok with that little money because basically i spent more than what I earned....

Then night time i went for optimization (matlab class)...what a refresh after that class...although i don't really like that class much...too much programming...I hate to communicate with computer...

i hate mustafa

Old master & PHD student really dunno what is call queue up...

I went to PPS (Pusat Pengajian Siswazah)....Lots of people there....most of them are from mid east country...felt weird cos i'm the only one different...I hate such situation...and I'm a bit racist when I'm the only one is the different crowd....

suppose be very fast...cos there are 3 counters...mana tau...only one counter available...must be snaking...damn...so i queue up behind a chinese girl and there was a mustafa in front of her...after waiting for long time...the mustafa done his things at the counter...then suddenly came lots of mustafa....fuck la...those mustafa never even think of queue up then straight away talk to the in charge person in counter...

what da fuck....the person in charge still layan him....she entertained all those mustafa then only until the girl turn and i'm the last person she entertained...the way she spoke to me and those mustafa are totally different....WTH ??? or u all are the same...then you ignore me ??? what a racist....

Shame for those mustafa master and PHD students....after at least 14 years of education....and you dunno what is queue up...some more asked this asked that...i just wanna buy a form that wouldn't taking one minute time....fuck those mustafa....

rubbish

Damn....so many rubbish need me to follow up......help me...

Check back schedule....it's just 7 weeks left then I'll finish this semester....So fast...i really can't imagine how am I looks like in the future....Actually I'm quite worry because someone had found their job.....some had putting efforts to find a job....The remainders either still in happy go lucky mode or just like me dunno what to do...whether to take master or go for job first....

Even initially plan to start master but until now i'm still lazy to go around and gather necessary information....what la....what am I doing....always give excuses that busy....please la...move on....

treatment ???

what da hell is the purpose of waste treament plant ???? when i treat something...then i generate seomthing else....so when is the process end ???

poor angpow

Every year.....I can said nearly every year my ang pow money is depreciating seriously....Can't even get RM 100.......so sad....when i said RM 100 means it does not include parents angpow, brother's angpow and parents in law angpow..... RM 100 means those given by relatives....and friend houses that i visited...maybe i should be more hardworking to find more angpow during this new year.....economy is really bad............

angpower

Do you realise there is some kind of person ??? never call you all the time, lost contact for 365 days....but this kind of person will pop up during chinese new year....Even there is no common topic among us...but still they will pay you a visit... what a scumbag.... What is the purpose being in my house ? I guess only for the ang pow purpose....

STOP becoming a person like this.....if you really don't contact someone for a long time....make sure ask them go yum cha....not going people house and collect angpow....

I prefer go yum cha to foster back the old days relationship.... relationship ??? I don't think there is no true relationship except fews that i recognized.....

Kedai Tauhu Sdn Bhd

You'll laugh until die when you see the picture below....

hahahahahhahahahaha ~~~

I'm sure if you watched initial D then you know what i want to express in the above picture

Finally i laugh till die......

hahahahahahha.....

Disappoint

Sigh

desperate

desperate of something

really disappointed

NEXT TIME

DON'T ASK ME DO ANYTHING FOR YOU

Why wanna let me know at the end

Think can hide from me

But i'm always smart

I have many antenna

I have strong network

But this time

I saw it myself

Busy ?

Play ?

Go ?

Come ?

You better keep your mouth shut

You are not qualified to request anything in front of me

I'll give you a fuck

Broke = Broken

Remember forever

I'll bring till die

YOU ARE THAT KIND OF PERSON

Toilet sign

Let's guess what is the function of the ropes below ???

5

4

3

2

1

...............

Still cant't get ???

The picture above shows toilet signs.....

lol :-D

I wish to see the real one....

The Father of Century

Team Hoyt is a father (Dick Hoyt, b. ca. 1940) and son (Rick Hoyt, b. 1962) in Massachussetts who compete together in marathons, triathlons, and other athletic endeavors. Rick has cerebral palsy, caused by loss of oxygen to his brain at birth because his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck. Dick pulls him in a special boat as they swim, carries him in a special seat up front as they bike, and pushes him in a special wheelchair as they run.

Dick is a retired Lieutenant Colonel in the Air National Guard. Rick earned a college degree from Boston University in special education, and now works at Boston College. They continue to compete in races, and are also motivational speakers.

As of August 31, 2008, Team Hoyt had participated in a total of 984 events, including 229 Triathlons (6 of which were Ironman competitions), 20 Duathlons, and 66 Marathons, including 26 Boston Marathons. They have also biked and run across the USA, in 1992 — a 3,735 mile journey that took them 45 days.

When asked what one thing Rick wished he could give his father, his reply was "The thing I'd most like is that my dad would sit in the chair and I would push him once."

Here is the link showing the father of century ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJMbk9dtpdY

For your information, Ironman Triathlon is one of a series of long-distance triathlon races organised by the World Triathlon Corporation consisting of a 2.4 mile (3.9 km) swim, 112 mile (180 km) bike and 26.2 mile (42.2 km) marathon run.